crooked souls.

It seems as though everything I knew to be pleasing and lovely has suddenly swapped with the hideous and the unwanted. I am not sure what to think anymore. I am doing things I never would have imagined my Self to do the days previous to this one. I have cried more painful tears and remained calm which is not my normal way of living. I have almost forgotten what it's like to laugh to the point where I think I might need a change of pants.

I am a crooked soul trying ever so hard to stay up straight.

Lack of Pebbles

Stargirl has a wagon of pebbles. I have a box of pebbles. Except for, as of right now, I am lacking in the pebble part. It has been raining for four days and counting. Everybody around me complains about that, but to tell you the truth, I love it.

Another truth I must tell you: I feel like crying. No, there is not a specific reason for why. I just feel like breaking down and letting my tears flow like a waterfall down my cheeks.  Tears of pain, tears of longing, and a bundle of blank tears.

The sun will come out... Tomorrow?

Avec amour,

Madison

Four Pebbles